BETWEEN ME AND DEATH

Right infront of me their is air full of hope
As am walking all alone in this sickening cold
Wondering if you ever miss the times we had
When between me and death was you and I
Days fly faster than I thought they would
while memories cluster like stars around the moon
In a minute,what we had is a ruin
And the blame brought sides that we winningly took
Ironically,we lost us two
Am trying to get you back but you spelt out doom
Don't you remember when between me and death was you and I?
What kind of face do you want me to wear
That that will convince that am taking the blame on my shoulder?
Ready to carry it's weight till my death
as long as you and me are back together again
You don't want to understand
That if I lose you that is a second life that I have made
Meaning  if I start it,I won't have feelings that before I felt
 Killing the real thing and letting me live on a fake
Because you and I were between me and death