INCREDIBLE RIDE

I feel the touch of passion down to my last vein
The breath of pleasure right on my chest
I can't pretend anymore that I am resisting
This struddle on my arms overpowering my resistance
Relish overflowing into my heart
I want to swallow the moment but
My self-indulgence into you is on over-ride
In need of more
Since you give and I crave it all
Pleasing and easy like a stream flow
Sweet sounds of your whispers in my earlobes
Get me to the point of no return
For I want it to stay this way my whole life
Set my passion on fire
Burn down my tower of desire
Here we are in this big old empty room
You want me just as much as I want you
let's stop fooling around
Take me baby....kiss me all over and play with my love
Bring out what's been in me for far too long
Baby, you know.... that's all I keep dreaming of
The lower I go, my anticipation builds
Our hearts beat faster bracing for the thrill.
My touch has you moaning begging for more
Your hot passionate kisses;
I simply adore..I feel it, I feel you,
As I crest on high only you can take me,
On this incredible ride
Let me lay you down and get ready to play.
Do you have the energy...?cause I got all day
I'm ready and willing so let's take it slow
And ride in this zone to the last point.

FREEZING

Honey,I remember you reading my love notes
and how you held them on you chest exclaiming "how warm"
Closing you eye balls smiling flashing sighing and
Holding on it so firm like it was gas for your inhale
You made me feel like the luckiest man on earth
And even as am thinking of what I lost
Collecting the broken pieces and putting them in a pot
Trying to fight the cold
Embedded tightly on my heart like a stain coat
Pressing me and making me shiver
Tearing me apart,trying to squeeze me from inwards
Capsizing my world,drowning  my ship
Mutinying my captainship
Leaving me hanging and worn out
Breaking my guard and leaving me with no shield
Blown away my peace and beaten me with wind
On my broken heart you have caused heavy cracks
Big and viscible like a lightning strike
And they cut deep within like a gold mine
You extracted my valuable inner
Only to throw it away denying them your warm finger
When they used to roll down my face
As I held you with passion around your waist
Looking into your eyes and not being able to read lies
Kissing you glossy lips and not being able to test deceive
Your back responding sporadically to spasm of my palm
Feeling your breath on my nostrils
Warmth emanating from your body
And your arm,s gripping tightly around my neck
I gave it my all and will never forget the taste of your sweat
But with all that,you had packaged my heartbreak
Now am loveless,heartless and beaten in my own game.

BETWEEN ME AND DEATH

Right infront of me their is air full of hope
As am walking all alone in this sickening cold
Wondering if you ever miss the times we had
When between me and death was you and I
Days fly faster than I thought they would
while memories cluster like stars around the moon
In a minute,what we had is a ruin
And the blame brought sides that we winningly took
Ironically,we lost us two
Am trying to get you back but you spelt out doom
Don't you remember when between me and death was you and I?
What kind of face do you want me to wear
That that will convince that am taking the blame on my shoulder?
Ready to carry it's weight till my death
as long as you and me are back together again
You don't want to understand
That if I lose you that is a second life that I have made
Meaning  if I start it,I won't have feelings that before I felt
 Killing the real thing and letting me live on a fake
Because you and I were between me and death

Talking to myself

Hold my hand in this tiny dream
Make me smile like it hasn't been
Show me the place where this piece
that is broken I'm going to fix

Tell me the words that I know
Will make the glow in my heart rekindle
Re-write this my moments and even more
So that the memories I have can go

Come and stay in my lonely being
Take my thoughts and make them real
Live my life being a part of me
Speak my inner feelings in all simplicity

See me through this dark tunnel
Be my light in this dim lifeway
Be the star to always brighten
Brighten whenever all I see is darkness

Feel the inner joy that I conceal
In my lonely heart not to let free
Since its the only real thing
I would wish to keep apart from you my miss.

Behind my mask

Behind my mask,there are many sorts of things
The good that make life worth living,the bad that make you wanna quit
I want peace,the peace that embraces those around me
Joy above all things,that shall stick for my surviving
Lost in this globe,trotting gives me rest
And what I say of it,is always 'watch this space'
Pails of gloom poured on my way,for me stumble
In this journey there's no rest,and still I must go
Where's happiness? Anywhere people smiling?
And yet they hurting inside,seething with sadness
Shadows of pomp are long gone,the smell of sweet times is faded
Living in a cloud of pretence,I can't keep on with the storm so I hasten
Put on my mask to hide my grief,and let pain burn me within
And till when I can't hold it no more,hear the chants of peace..
I keep on hiding.
Riding the horse of pretence,behind my mask without any mistake

Haha...Did I?

I laugh at somethings I should have done
Back then I could have held them firm
Atleast give it a deeper though till I felt it hurt
And I was just reluctant
Iam not regretting at being dumb
My brain wasn't programmed to see the details

To see the unseeable passes you made
I would have been the gentleman by then
And things happened so fast than I could say
I would have beaten my chest and yell:
'HEY,Iam the man!'
Iam not saying I blew the chance
My mouth never found the words to tell ya

The words that would have made you mine
I would have blown away the fantasies I later had
I wouldn't kick my self for causing inner mayhem
Talking to myself
And getting the conversation in streamline progress
Iam not saying I was shy
My imagination convinced me that you're mine

And if you were mine,this wouldn't have happened
This paper wouldn't be aware of my escapade
And even still I wish it could come back to today
It still just happened
Iam not saying that is the end
My life is too long I still need to prepare.

What I want

Dear God I know I haven't talked to you lately
And I just hope you are listening
And what am about to bring here
You see I've been on the look out for
A wife to start building my home
But
It seems I hit the wall and now its a rebound
I know if I tell you about
The kinda wife I want
Well,you can get tired before am done
So I decided to tell you what I don't want
I dont want a princess
Those who walk as if stepping on glasses
Or a queen without a crown
That also I dont want
All that with brown skin and glittering eyes
That with silky hair flowing on her back
I dont want that too
Even if u give me a supermodel
Straight from a shoot out for a top magazine
I wönt have her
This is because I won't be able to see beyond
What she offers for my eyes to watch
I know you're wondering what I want Lord
Well...I want a woman who loves me
And she truly means it
That that I will love back
For with this love at heart
I will be having all that 'I want' in her love
And that 'I dont have won't matter'
For love has a way of compesating all that
Give me that and am set to jump
In the life of love_control_all_stuff
Am looking forward to your reply
Yours,son.

What I never thought,please accept

I know you wish I was dead
After all those words that I said
And all through I put you through hell
Without a single thought that again I would beg
Beg you again for your chance
Another moment just the two of us
Those bruises you have still hurt
And am even ashamed to look you in the eye
I messed your life
And that is passed let's start again
Am all that you think I am
Because I never thought again I would beg
Beg you for your time
Every minute that would pass again by
Let me re-do that I failed in that span
When you weep your tears falling on my shoulder
Give me that again  and give your hankie a break
Because right now am aware
I would do without you but not anymore
Am sick and tired of looking for a new love
Because I need to find your love that I lost
So am begging you again
Give me your love and I am waiting to take it
This thirst is soring up my trachea
Give me that feeling of fullfillment again
I hit the wall and bounced back
You can receive me or leave me for death
I believe you will get me
It's you am begging
Bail me out this distress
And if am worthy of your sympathy
Let me comfort you now instead
I feel it now how it is being neglected
Be with me again love
Because its YOU,all that I have.

I start thinking again

The saw moves back and forth,
The show still lingers in my thoughts,
If I let her go I loose a gem,
If I let her stay then things wouldn't be the same,
When I think about it,
At times I smile at what I did,
I know mine is a noble course,
A sincere heart in search of comfort,
When I speak of love,
At times I miss my statements,
Then am filled with fear for dejectment,
If she loves me then,
Thats what I was wishing,
Whether its true or a pretence,
I know life's lessons are full of quizzes,
At times I pass them
And others I fail
Let me fold my fingers..
I hope this sawing will save my day,
And keep me sawing back and forth
To forget my thoughts
Just for a moment
Then start again when the wood is cut into two pieces.

Getting myself

Something that never stops is emotion-flow,
Whether you're high in the air or way downright low,
But when am in need of a shoulder to lean on,
That partner to shout with me in times of joy,
To endure in my red letter days,
And those that leave me saying 'I'll do it again'
Then when am bitter at a failure,
Or full of praise 'coz I've gotten there,
There's this pen I pick up,
And my notebook still on my lap,
Then I pour out my heart to it,
No matter how murky it is they still with me,
They know no joy or pain,
And they don't care for a stake at what I gain,
All along they hold my emotions,
How they come in and how they go,
Whoever I feel they still with me all along,
Or I get this feeling am so depressed,
So to apply deep rest I grab 'em,
And as usual they impress,
At the end of the day I wonder what would have happened,
If I had no notebook and pen,
Because they are ever close to my emotions,
And how  I get 'em in flow,
Give me a pen and I tell you what I feel in a paper,
I know this way is how I get to myself

Brothers and sisters huh?

Emotions inter-mixed with events,
Till now everything is crushing,
When I thought I really had it made...
Oh my...it's when am just starting,
Say the church is a better is a better place,
But still am crying,
Pain is so hard to be melted by my tears,
'The word' ain't just right for my ears,
It seems my help is too far,
Accepting the same is just too much,
When will the world understand?
Get it atleast...I need a piece of mind?
Those souls on the tube are so true,
Evidence enough that nobody cares,
Self...that's what everybody wants,
A bro or siz that's none for their words,
A helping hand turns against them and steals,
A prayer for them is for 'continued suffering'
So that they gain from it,
Venom they spit when they should be helping,
Backstubbing is paramount in their dealings,
But we still adore them,
Unaware of the pain they give us,
Hence they still will deceive us,
And call us their brothers and sisters!

Fantasy,Was it?

My smile is still the same as that I flashed in my school days,
Wry and enchanting especially when walking in the hallway,
Small groups after class discussing or in an argument,
Not about some lesson but somebuddi'es cute girlfriend,
And I had this one who gave me more trouble,
We used to chat on the pavements during games,
Exchanged snaps and naughty love notes,
And there is one I collected my book with it..oops!
That's what I can never forget,
Because on that very day she dumped me,
With no reason behind it,
But my buddies still had me,
And upto now when we meet it's all about...
'men!your girlfriend hasn't come back to you?'
Well,I left her when I left High school,
If I go back I might make her regret that too,
But she made me know not all things are true,
And a fantasy is just the same as Love-in-high-school.

I Denied Justice

I paint grafitti on the street walls to ease my pains,
Biting my lower lip in deep thought of it again,
The sound of the gunshot is still loud banging in my head,
I wonder why I was the one to see that very death,
Someone I didn't know but now am scared,
That bang and his scream are hard to forget,
I was so afraid that day I could scream,
The whole night staring I couldn't sleep or dream,
Then the papers splashed the photos on the frontpage,
And my witness I couldn't give it in,
So up to today am still hurting within,
For denying justice a chance to prevail.

ALL I HAVE

At times when I try to reminisce
Nostalgia,times that I miss
Hastily
Thinking happily
Of the days we chatted night and day
Exchanging hugs,pattings on the head
But misfortune robbed you off me hastily
I hadn't even told you how you mattered to me
When you encouraged me to face life
I remember we used to laugh
At the idea of you being a wife
I now wish you were mine
Before death grabbed you off
And left me with memories of
You and me on the riverside
Picnic eating snacks
Playing hide and seek
Till when its dusk
Its home we heading back
I hope you're happier where you are
For this memories is all I have

THE LAST DANCE

Hey girl,these are words of a part of my world
describing its state whenever you are around
Or even your prescence lingers in my crowded mind
I feel lucky am apart of our great thing
and indeed I don't wanna miss out on this feeling it brings
Why i chose you for it, i can't explain
but am sure if you are on the other end it won't fail
There's more to it than how we seeing it prevail
It sounds ordinary-not really something new
And I never thought it would blow up to this too
Oozing pleasure and delight,this love is so true

It's a lie if  i don't enjoy our little world
Where days are longer as the nights are
And every minute that passes
In my heart you pump much warm feelings and an inner glow of satisfaction
If i hit on another chic I might bruise you
         For love this smooth
         flowing like air between lips when you whistle
         Am being cautious not to ruin us with doubt,that's true
         I hold you like I would a one day old chick in my hand
         no pressure,no loose ends coz if I do it you might crack
honey...in your mind you will easily forget me
Set me in your heart,for it will always remember to keep me alive
I hold you very firmly like a rope am holding on
like you are the final source of my dependance I got
Fighting so hard that realness never runs short of us
And even if it does

Our already existing love be the final driver
The drive that will push us through this tilted world
Giving us reason to smile every morning we wake up
And I wish you think about me the way I do about you
Drawing imaginations,I plused your plans too
I hope I catalyse the
And be there when you realise them full
I would have gone on explaining this world in quotations
to tell you what you mean to me in this world with you
But leave that,we'll do it accompanied by love tunes
For I know you will let me have the last dance with you


MSegannI