THIS TIME ROUND

The wait was long and now I got my answers with me
You know how to choose your words and make me believe
That even with the current situation still
We can do this and I gave you another try with it
Now I got all that well figured out
no more playing with how I feel,about
Thinking ta a small mind that you can manipulate around
And drive ma back into thinking we are still one
I would wish I could come back again this time
So you are wearing that face to switch on my blind
Then I will eventually walk back into your arms
But you can have it from me,Not this time round
Not again to pour my feelings eor you and you take me for granted
And you pretend you love me and in your life am unwanted
You never run out of lies tha you will tell me
But I promise I won't believe any
Change your tone the way you always do it
Whisper the things you think will have me back in
And I assure you all those will sound like nothing
Because this time round you won't be any convincing
Go on and say that am 'hard-hearted'
I won't even allows us to be atleast friends
This time round you lost me,and am even
Nothing in this world will change my decision and thinking
For i got my answers right with me
And this time round am walking away and won't turn back
You can plead all you want but you won't please my heart
When you had it,you put it for the 'next time'
And this time round,you are not having any 'next time'



MSeganni.

CRUSH FULL OF LUST

That brown skin,smooth and flawless like a crisp thousand banknote

Silk dress caressing your lanky body and sliding on your shapy hips as you walk

Oozing glamour like a superstar making all heads turn as you strut down the road..

You're not an angel

And if they were there on this damn world then you were the first I saw

I couldn't resist your pillowy-filled breasts confined securely in your lacy bra

Your full lips unleashing a delicate smile that looks like it would break if you are slapped

Of course not with a hand...pictured them giving a head to a brother

Those bedroom eyes hidden from the glances you were giving us by black stunnerz

Stunners that fitted prim on your round face complimented by long flowy hair

I just wished I would grab that pony tail and lay a passionate kiss on you right there

Your high heels flatter your height and I want to walk you home then accompany you to your place after the one night stand

You don't like that?

Then am sorry...and your legs are damn too gorgeous I can't help fantasizing them in the air

And you filling the room with screams as if you are a cheerleader and queen of the prom all together

Don't worry about my forgetfullness lady,I will make sure you don't leave your lingerie on my bathroom sink

And if you miss your monthly just put it in your head you never met me

Huh! I don't even know your name and you gon claim am your baby daddy?

That is hitting me below the belt and you violating the terms and conditions of this business

I need to get control of this lust in me to avoid being the dad to all you foetuses in paperbags thrown on the city streets

I am going to need to zip up..as long as you sexy chicks don't walk infront of me

Mseganni.

THOUGHTS OF VENGEANCE

Things are being more hectic and complicated in this damn life
Nothing seems to be dependant on and we are better with what we have
Just because of greed you even rob us our loved ones
You assassinate them to gain control and power
Don't you feel even a little piece of pity man?
don't you even feel the pain as we cry?


You don't even want to know how we will survive
What they meant to us,to you it doesn't matter
Is this what they say "paying the price?"
And you taking the fee to boost your pride?
Damn!! Don't you even feel guilty of that laugh you're making
tapping your back and saying you made it!

Whenever I hear the name 'brute' I think of you
I can't do anything,that's what you keep telling to you
Revenge is not easy I know that too
But wait and see how I will deal with you
Let my time taking create a master revenge you can't undo
Live that life you wanted for the moment but know this dude
What goes around comes around and you're about to get into my shoe

Do you know what the gap you caused in our lives has made us to be?
Well, you don't care and actually not even a bit
And you don't even want to hear about it
That's good for you and I must admit you sound real
Oh! Sorry...that's an echo overshadowing your guilt!
You know we are about to expose your shit

So you locked me up in this dungeon
You want me to suffer and wallow
why don't you just kill me like you did the others?
And let me go join them wherever they are?
You can torture my body but not my thoughts
And what I am thinking is what you   never know




I don't know how to finish you vagabond
I don,t know if you will feel my pain if I hang you on a rope
Or poisoning,bitter and slow
No! I want it slower so that you feel it all
I think i might find that by forcing toxic gas up your nose
Or save myself work and just slit your throat

I got another way to do away with you boss
Suffocate your lungs with a wet pillow
I press it hard on your face till you are no more
I think that is what I might go for
Be prepared for any of my vengeance thoughts



Mseganni.

THE HARD WAY

Honey we should have thought over this before we jumped in.
We should have thought about the consequences of realising our incompatibility.
Now I got you messed up emotionally.
And the way you put itI think you might do something stupid.
I really wanted this to happen between the two of us.
I oftenly thought how we are going to make it no matter what.
And even when we made those goddamn promises..
I always felt like between us,something great is going to happen.
And how things made our minds soggy with pleasure that we couldn't think..
The rising heat of reality melted the dew covering our shortlived bliss.

What we thought was heaven is proving to be upside down and that is hell.

How we got to this state is what I can't tell.
The writing is all over the wall motherfucker!!.
Me and you share very little in common and you now know that!
Suggesting we talk things over won't help anything.
For like the day before we shall end up quarelling.
And you will walk out on me,flash your middle finger and slam the door again.
I think our time is up,get your act together and move on.
My life is really too shortFor me to sit here and live telling you lies and you respond.
Yeah! I think we just had that as a lesson.

And if you are a good student then that shouldn't be taught to you again.
But I doubt if you don't go down that lane again.
I wish we never jumped into this in the first place.
I've learnt my lesson and so sure it came the hard way.

Mseganni.

It's hard to save me from my skin,and save me from this dump am in
If only I knew what you think of me,and what you would do if this wasn't real
Is it that I forget this quick

THE LOVE CYCLE

This is not a poem. This is my very honest opinion. This is what I know about love. Love is a decision. That thing you decide to do for the gain of the other. For the good and well being of that who you are attached.
Think about your mother. She bagged you for nine months . And if she didn't decide to do that,then she would have flashed you. She decided to have you because she loved what she had in her. She wanted it to have a life,gain and seize what it offers. And it's because she already knows what life offers so she brings you in it that you may enjoy it. She loved you even before she saw you . Now that's love from your mama.
Then after she decided to drop you onto this world,your dad takes over. But before he does that,he has to make decisions too. If it isn't for love,he could have decided otherwise. But he decided to take you in and cater for. Knowing that this life and all the good in it you must enjoy. He allows you to it by making a decision,out of love,to cater for you till you stand on your own. In between,they make decisions for you because they know what is good for you and want you to grab it. But mostly,we miss out this part.
When you grow outta your skin,then you want another personality in your life. So you get a lover. You take them in and accept them because you liked them and now you love them. You made all this decisions because you love them. You wanted to make them happy in any way you can. When you love them,even when temptations befall you,your decisions influence your actions. You won't cheat on them when someone tries to get you from them. Why?? Because love is a decision. And you decide to stay true to your lover because you love them. You don't have them to dog you around because they are aware you will make the right decisions for their sake. And then you marry each other,and the cycle starts again.

I would go on but that is enough for now.

Mseganni.

WASH AWAY

Many things slap your face
you roll and wander in craze
looking for a spot to relax and rest
and let your pain be washed away

The atmosphere is tense and gloom
You curse for something you did do
Then things go against your expectations
Nothing left to wash away your unrest

Everything shifts from positive to negative
You feel like you are set on the death brink
Nothing is moving as you thought or as it seemed
Your doubts too don't want to be washed away in this

The state of mind is full of melancholy
You cry in pain when you try to reminisce
The fun times are a point for your tears
And nothing to wash this away wants to appear

Even the dearest of them all who had you
And you had them before they left too
Leaving you without even making an excuse
Nothing to wash away this state to a conclude

Met sadness face to face and said 'hi'
It gave me a hug and to happiness I said 'bye'
Now I ran away from it to survive
And now I'm washed away to here to hide

I AM THE LONE POET

I am the lone poet
a state of my mind
when
am angry or depressed
when
am sad with even myself
when
am having no one to tell
tell everything that I feel


What would you do when the people you love don't love you back?


Or you admire somebody so much that you would do anything for them?


But they don't even care...

What if you knew what people thought about you without them telling you?


Join me here,I am the lone poet.

I write what I know and I think about,you read and teach me what I don't know.


Msegann.