I don't know what I want
One voice tells me it is, another outright, it's not!
I try as much to avoid mistakes-cautious
But I end up on the wrong run
Chasing illusions that evaporate off my mind
Are you the one?
Of course you are..
But why does it silhouette 'hurt' in my eyes?
All am hearing are lies
Lies that heal my past wounds and scars
How nice they sound in my ear drums
However, are they going to really last?
Of course they should..
So why do I want it this rush?
Is it going to evade us?
Can we take it slow, but does it deserve this?
I just can't wait for it to hit-off
I'm desperate for love and I fear it's rip-off
Is it going to also leave like the last time?
Of course it will..
Leaving me with bitterness caving in
Empty and desolete
Is it worth the risk?
Of course it isn't!
I did it before and I don't want to repeat it
My heart has had enough;
It has been played with, cut, wounded and burst
And made me cold, numb to trust- to love
Now I just look, and stare at calls for love
