IN MY HEAD

There’s a thought about a new beginning within

That’s creeping in my mind

And I can’t help but think…

All this things that break me down, leave me out

End and cease to exist, when this thought comes to me

I feel so at peace, relaxed and at ease

Because in my head there’s a fort

Whose ambience has set me free

When times get hard, things rough and awry

Nothing is working out and all just sounds so boring

The lights are out, the stars are dull

And the light at the end of the tunnel has just died out

It goes back into my head, where all drama is made

Everything that kept evading is all coming into the lens

No kind of mistake, and also no regrets

For when it is going on in my head

Am assured that it is perfect

In my head there exists a thin sporadic thought that

Always changes the mood of my universe

Rises above hate, loves over anger and embraces without lies

It chooses the good within the bad,

Oozing a new lease of life, a piece of mind

But it only lasts for a while

When all of it is done, already gone and am left behind

All brutality and senselessness caves inside

I hold my head, heat is wheezing off my ears, teary eyes

Solid heart is broken, freed mind is tied

Everything in my head is jumbled up

Am confused now…