CALLS FOR LOVE

I don't know what I want
One voice tells me it is, another outright, it's not!
I try as much to avoid mistakes-cautious
But I end up on the wrong run
Chasing illusions that evaporate off my mind
Are you the one?

Of course you are..
But why does it silhouette 'hurt' in my eyes?
All am hearing are lies
Lies that heal my past wounds and scars
How nice they sound in my ear drums
However, are they going to really last?

Of course they should..
So why do I want it this rush?
Is it going to evade us?
Can we take it slow, but does it deserve this?
I just can't wait for it to hit-off
I'm desperate for love and I fear it's rip-off
Is it going to also leave like the last time?

Of course it will..
Leaving me with bitterness caving in
Empty and desolete
Is it worth the risk?

Of course it isn't!
I did it before and I don't want to repeat it
My heart has had enough;
It has been played with, cut, wounded and burst
And made me cold, numb to trust- to love
Now I just look, and stare at calls for love

DREAMS MONEY CAN'T BUY

She curled up at the corner of her already freezing bedroom floor

Crying all day till it  had made her too weak to even move

She was left with strength enough  to only clusp strongly at her wet scarf

You would think it’s the only thing that she had

But running in her mind

Were the dreaded thoughts of yesterday night

She has had so many flashbacks

And still she can’t figure out why it had to be her

Was the world so cruel to her like this?

Or was misfortune having a hard time keeping up with her pureness?

It couldn’t turn out like this

She cursed so many times the day she was born

She pitied the woman who ever had pride in her

How was she going to react when she hears this…

Would she still have the same regards she placed on her?

And how Daddy secured her as his future

He calls her Daddy’s girl for the soft spot for her

Is this condition going to change that?

She remembers him telling her to take care

And even offered to pick her up later

But she didn’t want that, and now she regrets why

 What about the man who did it to her

Doesn’t guilt ever have enough strength to tear him up?

Would he ever wake up one day and bump into justice’ hands?

She only hoped for it

Where she was right now, nothing could ever make her clean

She oftenly wished she could buy it

But money can’t buy such dreams

LIFE IN A BIT

There's a moment you need,
To make this day worth it,
To realise that whatever you did,
Has made this day what it is,
So don't look down upon your effort...
It might the only thing you got, when all your hope is gone,
If you think you haven't done it today,
Say a prayer before you sleep and wait for tomorrow,
There's a moment you need,
To smile and tell yourself everything is fine,
When all around you seems not to work,
So don't let a time like this fly away...
This maybe all you ever needed to make a new step,
And this life being a rose in the garden,
Pluck it, smell it and pass it to your friends,
For when the battle is finally won,
And victory is all you got in your tight hold,
You live life today for you may miss tomorrow.